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 You are an What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] brought to you by Quizilla  You are independant and don't need a guy yet. What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla  In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by Quizilla  congratulations. you are the "you smell like butt" bunny. your brutally honest and always say whats on your mind. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either lost somebody you love or somebody broke you heart so bad that you can't pick up the shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You think nobody can heal your wounds but don't stop looking because you never know who loves you enough to try hell the one special guy could be right infront of your eyes and you don't even know it.You also love to day dream because it seems like the only place that makes you happy.But little do you know that people all around you are trying to make you happy and you won't let them in fearing you'll get another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just try and if things go wrong just brush it off and try again.It never hurts to try.One more thing never let that lost love one leave you heart keep them in forever and keep their memory alive. If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only) brought to you by Quizilla  Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets to hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away. Rate and message! What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!] brought to you by Quizilla  Angel You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in constent war with the heavans for you want to destroy the pathetic humans were they want to save them. For all people see in you is that any emotion expecially love is a waste of your time but your so mysterious that people don't know you do have a shy emotions that are kept locked within you. Gem Stone:Black Pearl, Eye Color:Black,Hair Color:Black with Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled in a braid Quote:You said you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by Quizilla  You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't like to be around others and you'd rather be away from here. You have a get away from me look and others find you bitchy and self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a fair but that's ok because that's who you are. Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by Quizilla  you're an angel of death and destruction. you like hurting others and chaos. what kind of angel are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual, gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to know quite what to think of you because you camouflage your emotions so incredibly well, almost as well as your thoughts. You are unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what your going to do or what your capable of and you've made sure they never will. You are quite the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind and very intelligent person. You are capable of love but unless you let some light into your shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your relationships. People are a mystery only because they all seem too superficial, you would rather be somewhere else, away from all the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture. The shadows make you feel comfortable and you don't like to step outside your comfort zone or let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies you. You are truly a mystery. .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla  Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and you don't show any emotion at all. But inside we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in a while and maybe even date one of your many fans! What Inuyasha Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through, it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only likes being with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're just hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway? What is your connection with darkness? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla  You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never overreact or panic in a bad situation and you always know what to do. Everyone goes to you for advice because you never lose your head so your very reliable. You tend to take everything in stride, like in school your moto is just sit back and relax not to say you dont pay attention and work, but you dont overexert yourself. Even though people come to you for counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite, your not good with making new friends, but your extremely close to the ones you have. Remember its ok to put your emotions out there even though there is a chance they might get hurt. Also in school sometimes its good to stress out a little, just because you think you dont need to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also try to push yourself more even though you might be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be better. Check out my new short story. Whats Your Personality(with PICS) brought to you by Quizilla  You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love. You can't help but sigh when you see to people kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go over board and believe in a small steady relationship at first so that it can grow. You also like to think that you can have that kiss that puts you into a portal and you can't get back until he/she stops. How much do you love? GOOD PICS brought to you by Quizilla  You are a secretive princess. You were born into a gilded cage. You hated the rules and restrictions about walking daintily, eating neatly and always having to look good. You hated the cameras always flashing in your face and therefore you hide your true self, behind plain clothes. But your beauty is still stunning. Due to the way you continually hide yourself from the life of rules, you are a natural rebel. Independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. You have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. You have a very serious mind - never acting immature and harbouring a superior disgust of those who do. Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!) brought to you by Quizilla  Your soul is caring. Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you. How is your soul?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla  You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere. Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese clothing:) Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla  You are sad because of the loneliness in your life Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people brought to you by Quizilla  You don't really have a passion for love or hide it very well. You have deep deep deep hidden crushes and hardly tell about it at all. How much do you love? GOOD PICS brought to you by Quizilla  You are Romans. Which book of the Bible are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are most like Ayesha, You are warm and loving. An ideal house pet for a hermit, who would never give up an opportunity to get a scratch behind the ear from your favorite opera ghost. What character from Phantom of the Opera are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla  You are Gaston Leroux's Christine -- THE Christne! The original, one and only. Too bad most people don't like you. Isn't it strange how many phans hate the original? And just about everyone thinks you're a b*tch! But you can't help that. You're a progressive female character in a turn-of-the-century novel! Times were a-changin' then. No to mention you must, of course, fit all the standard requirements of a Gothic Heorine--Small, beautiful, prone to fainting, pure and innocent, but also with a tricky mind quick at deception and confusion. Maybe that's why everyone hates you. Ah well, that is your plight. They're just jealous anyway! Because, afterall, you're the REAL Christine. And you know what that means? You get the REAL ERIK!! Which Phantom of the Opera Christine are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla  you are a fox demon.Umm lets see you are cute and lovable.You are just like Shippo from Inuyasha!!!!!!Lets see you can get annoying but people still love you because who wouldn't love somebody that cute ^_^ What Type Of Demon Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  You are a penguin.Part of the flightless birds family.You are very clumsy but you swim gracefully.You are cuddly and everybody loves you because of your cuteness.^_^ What Type Of Bird Are You? brought to you by Quizilla The song on this quiz is the Teen Titans theme song!Anyway,you are Robin!You are brave,determined,and a little too reckless;but hey,we all have our own flaws.You are very serious when it comes to getting what you want.You are very ruthless wich tends to get you into situations you don't wanna be in.For you,quitting is not an option.You are very good at getting yourself in danger,but you seem to enjoy that. Which Teen Titan are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are the dark warrior.You are either evil or just misunderstood. Pros:independant,fearless,foresight Cons:Evil(maybe),loner,cold What kind of warrior are you?(Gurlz only)Pix Soon! brought to you by Quizilla black dark and evil like me Whats the color of ur inner soul brought to you by Quizilla  Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people. What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes) brought to you by Quizilla  Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you. How do you see life? brought to you by Quizilla  Your Evanescence song is: Imaginary The real world has taken a toll on you and you don't want to endure it anymore. It is harsh and hard to live in, so your solution is dreaming. You dream and have fantazies and turn it to your new reality. Zooming-out is not an unusuall thing for you to do. You can also have an artistique side in you, whether it is writing, drawing, singing etc. I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures] brought to you by Quizilla  You are "Bring me to life" by Evanescence. Hopeless, depressed and soulless are your keywords. Yet you have a hope, someone who can see you for who you are. Keep searching, or start to. Which of the rock songs that I like are you? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla  Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? brought to you by Quizilla The power of song represents you. So delicate, but powerful... Graceful, but strong and sharp. You usually have a very unique personality that stands out in a crowd. Words are a part of music, music is a part of speech and language, you control the music. You're often hidden behind shadows and veils of blackness, but underneath all of the darkness, there is a beautiful soul itching to be set free... If people could just see through the misty fog, and stare into your open wounds, they would see the most beautiful person ever to exist. What Form Of Art Represents Your Sanctity? brought to you by Quizilla your a necromancer. a dark wizard that cane create and controll great and vast armies of the undead. what wizard/ witch are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you naturally attract people to you, your like a people magnet even though you most often wish to be alone. Your love for cold climates and snow has given you an insight into the beauty few see. While most see bland white you see a forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To you life is something precious and you intend to figure out its mysteries. You are very mature and don't waste your intelligence on childish games or people not worth your time which can make you seem arrogant at times but you are really just intent on saving your time for better things. Your soul is very beautiful if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions hidden from everyone and therefore they don't know what your capable of. You are a living fantasy. .::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla  Your a Panda: Cute, often hyper and naturally fluffy! Aww....your so cute!!!! -Hands you some bamboo- Your so lovable and adorable when people see you they want a hug. But your probably napping in a tree where they can't reach you. ^_^ =^_^= What fuzzy animal are you? =^_^= {-With Pictures!-} brought to you by Quizilla  Mint Tea... You are Mint Tea! Naturally sweet you have a happy-go-lucky attitude. The world is full of fun and wonder! Although you can be naive at times and quite aloof to your surroundings you know how to have good clean fun! Most people see you as cute and very gentle by nature and it is most likely true. You have a great outlook on life and you try not to let things get to you. Go you! What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-} brought to you by Quizilla  you're an ice spirit! an ice spirit is rarely seen, so that means you're a rare kind of spirit! they are not often seen because they mostly stay alone and they isolate them selves from the rest of the world! loop=100> border="0"> |
